
Well... we've known our little angel is a girl for some time now, but I had the ultrasound tech check one more time during our level two ultrasound today. We are definitely still having a girl and we got some really awesome shots of her little body! I know she looks a little bumpy in the Ultrasound photos, but you can still see her little nose and mouth very well. All of her parts and organs seemed to be perfect, and we are so thankful!
I am just beginning my sixth month of this pregnancy and it feels as though time is flying by. Reality is starting to set in now. You would think I would be totally prepared for bringing a new life into the world; as this is our third child. I must admit that I have been somewhat lost in a blissful state of ignorance. For one thing, I sleep very well now. My children are past the age of consistent night waking, although we have the occassional nightmare or night-time potty break. They are very early risers, so we don't sleep in much, but I typically sleep through the night, which is every mommy's dream. I know sleep deprivation, I promise. I need no reminders. Unfortunately, I was reminded of that knowledge during today's very active ultrasound. She doesn't seem any less active than my other two little rambunctious angels.
The other item today's ultrasound brought to my remembrance was the complete and utter miracle that is parenthood. (Forgive me as I try to put this into words...) As intimidating and overwhelming as motherhood can be, I am intensely thankful for this gift from God. I am completely in awe that He is entrusting another of His precious children into our care. As I looked at her sweet face on the monitor today, I thought of how much closer I feel to my Father in Heaven because I know what it is to love another being so fully. I truly believe that we can come to understand Him and His plan (if even by a miniscule fraction) more deeply by partaking of the bittersweet (but ultimately glorious) blessing of parenting a child. I am so amazed by His plan- by His mercy- and by this precious life living within me.









